Thursday, August 31, 2006

August 31, part 1

We started the day today earlier than we would normally do on a vacation day, simply because we had to be sure to get as far as Springfield, Missouri before noon, when I needed to be on a conference call. So, we were up before 6:30 am and had hit the road by a quarter after seven. We made very good time from the start, so about 9:00 am we decided it would be safe to stop for breakfast. We pulled off the Interstate into Joplin, Missouri and drove down a street that appeared to be haven to all the world'd fast food restaurants...Denny's, Burger King, McDonald's, Arby's...you name it, it was there.

About the time we decided to give up, we saw Colonel's Pancake House, precisely the sort of place we like to explore. My wife had cherry pancakes and some sausage patties. I had corned beef hash with two eggs, over medium, and an enormous order of biscuits and gravy, precisely what my cardiologist would have ordered for me had he been along for the ride. The food was OK...not bad, but nothing special. Our middle-aged-plus waitress, who wore short-shorts, was very pleasant and friendly...and she had two huge tatoos, one on each calf, plus a few others that were only partially visible. Interesting, to say the least.

There's more to tell, but inasmuch as I'm keeping the lights on, I best plan to finish today's conversation another time. Once day I'll tell all about the ride through Oklahoma and Missouri, the llamas and kiwis, the nice tapas dinner at BARcelona in Clayton (St. Louis), consisting of gazpacho, alcachofas (crispy fried artichokes), queso de cabra al horno (the best!), tuna tartare with apples and caperberries, hot bread, etc. And, I'll tell about the turnpikes and the weather and the enormously long traffic tie-ups. Or maybe I already have.

Tomorrow, we'll see much more of St. Louis and environs...and I hope to take my second trip to the top of the famous arch, with camera in hand.

Wednesday, August 30, 2006

Necessary Foods

The plan was to leave Dallas just after midday and drive as far as Muskogee, OK for the night. We took a slightly different route and here we sit in the Microtel Inn & Suites on the fringes of Tulsa, OK. It's not bad, once you get used to the smell. My wife says the place is "pet friendly," which means we are smelling the odors of dogs and cats (and chickens and fish?) that have been welcomed into our room in the past.

We asked the front desk clerk, who took all of 45 seconds to acknowledge us, even as I stood looking down at him from the front desk, for a recommendation for a good place for dinner...not a chain. He offered up two places, neither of which he said he had been, but which he had "heard good things about." I have decided he was listening to comments from dogs that had not eaten in days. The first place he suggested is only open until 2:00 pm. The second place, Pauline's Buffet, is a throwback to the fifties, but the food is straight out of the cheap-as-you-can-get-it-discount-food-warehouse-for-bad-diners-store.

Miserable "country fried steak" turned out to be post-processed beef components shaped into a very tender and completely flavorless little patty, then breaded with god knows what, then deep fried in flavorless oil. Fried fish parts were mostly the fleshy meat of fish, but there were significant bits of skin and, I think, lips and scales thrown in. The whipped potatoes were not bad, but they were also probably not really whipped potatoes. Ditto the pinto beans. The $6.99 per person price tag was a tip-off, but the only other options seemed to be Arby's (more on that below) and a raft of other fast-food restaurants that serve chemically manufactured food substitutes...of course, that would have been better than Pauline's.

Backy to Arby's. I had lunch with a guy yesterday who works in market research, mostly conducting focus groups. He is in the midst now of a series of projects involving fast food restaurants (a fish chain at the moment). He told me he learned, during another series of focus groups, that Arby's does not have any real cheese in its restaurants. All the cheese is chemically manufactured. And, get this, the "roast beef," he tells me, is made from real roast beef, but the real thing is simply the basis of the meat served in the restaurants; he says the meat's essential essences are extracted from the real deal, then re-constituted in a form that is identical, for each piece, in size and texture and consistency. It is made to look like fresh roast beef, he says, but is not even close. It's re-constituted roast beef! At least that is what he told me.

I'm counting on better food for the remainder of this trip. It's necessary.

Tuesday, August 29, 2006

What?

On Wednesday morning at 7:00 am, I have to participate in a conference call; it's the only time that will allow me to have all the required participants on the line, since several are located in various places in Europe and in Pakistan, as well as the in the USA. Aaargghh!

Such is life. I'm over the annoyance of it.

Wednesday afternoon, my wife and I will leave the office early, zip by the house to grab our bags and load up on bottled water, and hit the road. We plan to get as far as Muskogee, Oklahoma on Wednesday, then head toward St. Louis on Thursday morning. Of course, business won't let loose of me yet...so just before noon, I will stop to call in to another conference call. We expect to be in a relatively large Missouri town by then, so should have no trouble finding a place. Two hours later, we should be on our way to St. Louis, arriving there before nightfall.

We plan to see the sites of St. Louis on Friday and Saturday and then head south. Our tentative plan is to get to Little Rock in time for the Sunday opening of the Clinton Library, which is open from 1 to 5 pm on Sundays. At some stage, we'll try to get to Hot Spring Village to see some friends, then play in by ear. I suspect we'll be back in Dallas by mid-day Monday, latest.

It's a rapid-fire road trip, but one that I feel I sorely need. I'd like to shed the business snippets, but they're unavoidable. Dammit.


Today, it has been one year since Hurricane Katrina slammed into the Gulf Coast. It's been slightly less time since the Federal, State, and local governments so visibly failed the residents of the Gulf Coast. It's still beyon comprehension to me, the level of devastation along the coast. The tsunamis last December 26 were even more devastating. The natural powers of the earth are so much more powerful than we can ever hope to be. Some would say Katrina and the tsunamis were but two of the many expressions of anger displayed by an angry god. I would say, "It's just as likely that long-dead cotton-tail rabbits with false teeth and seersucker suits were responsible...more likely, in fact."

Willful Innocents

An author who was being interviewed on a local radio station used a term to describe the emotional state of those who believe, contrary to the vast and mounting evidence to the contrary, that the Bush administration is behaving ethically and doing the right thing. The term he used was "willful innocence." His use of the term suggests that these people just don't want to believe that their leaders are uncaring and unethical to their very core. They believe in their leaders because they desperately want to believe. They overlook evidence, they overlook facts, they overlook the mounting tide of irrefutable information...they ignore it all. They will themselves into a deep naiveté because they are afraid of confronting reality.

These are the willful innocents who won't confront their leaders because...they are leaders. They won't question their authority or their rectitude because...they are leaders. In my opinion, these willful innocents are, in some respects, deeply frightened and utterly without self-esteem. And they allow themselves to be used to further the agendas of people who would just as soon drop them from helicopters with bags of rocks tied to their bodies as say "good morning" to them.

I have never had any use for these people, but at least now I have a term to describe them. I believe they are in a shrinking minority. I have to hope so.

Monday, August 28, 2006

Weather and Photos and Doctors and Eating

Late yesterday afternoon and again today we had the pleasure of watching dark, angry clouds swirl through the skies above Dallas. Unfortunately, there were some severe winds associated with the influx of high winds, brilliant flashes of lightening, and writhing grey and deep blue clouds rolling overhead. We did not suffer any of the storms...we were fortunate to get lots of rain, some of it in short, intense bursts, but most over a period of several hours of fairly heavy rain. I am confident it did not all run off. I feel good about prospects for the foundation of our house...at least in the short term.

The downside of lots of rain, even rain that dramatically cooled the temperatures around here, is that the retained heat in the asphalt and concrete causes the air to become steamy. It's more humid tonight than I remember it being on the Texas coast as a kid growing up.

If I had been thinking, I would have taken my camera outdoors to capture some pictures of the clouds. They can be spectacular and can hold my attention for hours on ends. I don't know anyone else who's quite so taken with storm clouds and I am.

This morning was another opportunity to visit my doctor's office for blood work. I fasted for ten hours beforehand, which is not hard to do. But I used that fast as an excuse to start a period of eating more sensibly. I'm planning to cut down on the booze, eat lots of veggies and not so much meat, dairy, and breads, and try to get some exercise. I've essentially given up on it because I feel miserable trying to get any exercise in high humidity and temps over 105. But that excuse is apt to be reduced in the near-term, so I need to get out and exercise. I need to; I have gained weight and my clothes are uncomfortably tight.

Tonight, I have gone through several partial bottles of bottled water, the remnants of bottles my wife and I have taken with us on drives, walks, etc. but not finished. We put them in the garage refrigerator and take fresh ones next time (the partials never seem to be enough). But my newfound commitment to healthy intake got me going on finishing up those partials.

If you have read this far, you must be wondering about the point of this post. You're not alone.

Sunday, August 27, 2006

Sunday Seafood Diner Lunch

As is typical on Sundays, my wife and I went exploring for lunch. We ended up at a place called the Starfish Seafood Diner. While my wife's Cajun meatloaf po boy was nothing to write home about, my fried shrimp (and sweet potato fries) platter was wonderful. Here's a photo of the place.

Indian Food Rocks.

Last night, my wife and I went to dinner at one of our favorite Indian restaurants, a vegetarian place that serves wonderful Gobi Manchurian, a nicely spiced dish of cauliflower that is lightly breaded in a flour mix, coated in various spices, then fried. It is delightful. We also had an okra dish (called bhindi something or other...bhindi is the Hindi word for okra) that was nicely spiced, as well. The third component of our meal was a dosai (I think), an Indian pancake that was loaded with hot peppers, peas, and other interesting stuff. All in all, it was a very nice meal. When we got home, I started exploring Indian food blogs and continued this morning. I found an interesting blog called Indian Food Rocks, among many others, that I found very interesting. So, I'm sharing my find with you.

The A-maizing Julia Child

Julia Child's face, hewn from a Massachusetts cornfield. This is from a really interesting story I read on NPR this afternoon. Take a look at this web site.

On another blog, I was challenged to "fill in the blanks" on an ad for a home for sale. I admit I had a little fun with it, and embellished it beyond the level as instructed. I've always hated people making rules that they want to apply to me.

This home, in the sometimes dangerous west side of Dallas, is built to last longer than its owners. Situated in a primarily drug-dealing minority neighborhood, this home has everything you could ever want or need – exceptionally powerful refrigerator magnets, mirror-polished dragon-flesh floors, and a huge have-sex-with neighbors room perfect for entertaining erotic guests from the Country Club. This spectacular home mixes old world Tuscan outhouse décor with new world Albino charm; featuring 7 stunning snow-white fireplaces, 4 partial bathrooms, and 9 tiny bedrooms. It's sure to impress your boss and get you a promotion to office slut. Retail Price: $1,495,000.

Saturday, August 26, 2006

Just two more feet


Geezer looked down at the hard craggy surface below him. He thought it looked so far away, but he kept hearing the others shouting, "Just two more feet...just too more feet and you'll be OK!" No, he had been mistaken. It wasn't "more" they were saying...it was "other."

Friday, August 25, 2006

Smile

You should smile more often. Yes, I'm talking to you! You tend to take the world too seriously. It's too frequently a serious place, but that's no reason for you to accommodate its gravity. Make jokes. Give people you do not know reason to laugh. Sometimes, that means acting goofy. Like getting on an elevator with a group of people, all of whom are quiet, and asking, "Who among you doesn't like popcorn?" as you glance around the elevator. Now, many people will consider you crazy, but that's OK. You can assure them you are neither crazy nor dangerous...just curious about the relative distaste for popcorn.

This advice is not any I'm likely to follow...but I want to. I'm too up-tight and reserved (most of the time). We all need to loosen up. We need to understand that work, despite all it does to pay the bills, is not our master. We are our own masters. If we choose to work when we know we should spend the time with our families, we should look in the mirror and ask ourselves what message we are sending to those we love. "You're just not that important..." That's the message. I know, I know, sometimes it's just unavoidable. But most of the time, it is. Think about the message you are sending.

This morning, or was it yesterday, I arrived at the office to see a very large black man sitting on the steps at the side door of my office building, blocking the doorway. He was wearing very large, loose shorts and a t-shirt. He stared at us (my wife and I) as we approached the door. His stare unnerved me; I think it unnerved my wife. As we approached closer, I said, "Hi, how are you today?" and he mumbled something in response, I think "fine." My reaction to him was to be on guard. I'll ask a question the author of The Gypsy's Caravan asked in her blog today: am I a bigot?

I learned a bit later in the day that a new occupant of our office building is an organization called "Special Angels." I understand they help look out for adults with mental disabilities...and I think the guy I found a bit scary was one of their clients. Do I make snap judgments about people on the basis of their appearance? I do and I suppose most of us do. Can I stop that? I don't know. Sometimes, that can be a positive, useful thing. But I guess it's usually not.

Good night.

Friday Night

Nothing of substance going on this Friday night. I watched Crash (had seen it before, but it was on Showtime, which we get free for awhile longer, so I decided to watch again). I enjoyed it, but can understand a lot of the criticism I have read...but don't necessarily agree with all of it.

I have no weekend plans. But I should probably go to the office. My wife plans to go, as is typical for her on Saturdays.

OK. I am fresh out of things to share. I'm moody, I guess.

Thursday, August 24, 2006

9/11 Tribute

Emotions can color perception to an amazing extent. On occasion, people who come to know how deeply anti-Bush I am (and how I have been unalterably opposed to the Iraqi war since long before we started it) seem to think I am unmoved by the horrors that took place on September 11, 2001. Some people cannot separate the "war on terror" with the September 11 attacks.

I do, indeed, believe that the horrors of September 11 were beyond comprehension. No person with rational thought could have been involved in the planning or execution of the attacks. But there was never any relationship between those attacks and Iraq. Sure, Sadaam was a bastard, a dictator, and a killer. But there was no 9/11 link. There were no WMDs. There was no justification for what we did, just as there was no justification for what the September 11 attackers did. No matter how miserable this administration has been and is still, there is no justification for that horrific attack. And there is no justification for the response launched by George Bush. I think Bush and his followers share many character traits with bin Laden and his followers: they are all idiot fanatics who base their decisions on misguided interpretations of perverted religious frameworks.

Back to my original point. As much as I hate our reaction to the September 11 attacks, I grieve for the victims and their families. I cannot imagine what it must have been like to perish in those attacks; I cannot imagine what the victims' families have experienced. As a tribute to the victims and their families, I signed on (through a blog dedicated to this purpose) to pay tribute, through this blog, to a victim of the attacks. I will research and write a tribute to Daniel Hal Crisman, age 25, who died in the World Trade Center attacks.

You can expect to read that tribute on September 11, 2006.

Green Tomato Soup--Act Progressively

I reveal myself as someone from the southern tier of states when I profess my admiration for virtually any food that incorporates green tomatoes. Fried green tomatoes (breaded in cornmeal, then fried in bacon grease) are among the delights that are relentlessly unhealthy and devilishly wonderful in flavor. I came across a recipe on the internet for a tomato soup that I think has promise. I've not yet tried it, but I have already modified the recipe, knowing that some of the ingredients and methods would not appeal to me. So, here it is, my untried, personalized version of green tomato soup:

Green Tomato Soup

2 tablespoons extra-virgin olive oil
1-2 links turkey & habañero sausage, chopped (or cooked ham…whatever)
1 bunch thinly sliced green onions
2 cloves (or more) chopped garlic
1 bay leaf
2 lb green tomatoes, chopped
1 cup chicken broth
2 cups water
1/2 teaspoon salt
1/4 teaspoon black pepper

Heat oil in a 3-quart heavy saucepan over moderate heat until hot but not smoking, then add sausage, stirring occasionally, until beginning to brown, 1 to 2 minutes. Add onions, garlic, and bay leaf and cook, stirring occasionally, until onions are tender and lightly browned, 6 to 8 minutes.

Add tomatoes, broth, water, salt, and pepper and simmer, partially covered, until tomatoes are tender, 15 to 20 minutes. Discard bay leaf and season soup with salt and pepper.

Makes 4 to 6 servings.

It goes without saying, but say it I will, that anyone who prepares, longs for, or has ever had, green tomato soup should behave responsibly. Part of that responsible behavior involves making sure to vote in all meaningful elections...voting for people with progressive ideas and attitudes...and doing all within their power to defeat the fascist machine that is tearing away at the heart of this country.

There. I've combined my two passions: food and progressive politics.

Wednesday, August 23, 2006

Fine Meals & Vietnam

My wife and I had a magnificent feast this evening at III Forks, a steak restaurant in far north Dallas. We were there about a year ago for Restaurant Week (many upscale restaurants offer a prefixe menu at a reasonable [but stil high] price and donate a portion of the proceeds of each meal to the North Texas Food Bank] and returned for the same this year. We typically do not do these upscale restaurants more than once...we want to try as many as we can when they are more or less affordable. But this place is worth going back. And it's the only one we are visiting this year. More about the food some other time.

This evening, I wandered into a couple of really interesting blogs about Vietnam. They're truly interesting and, for anyone planning to visit, extremely useful. Here are some links:

First link I stumbled across

That link's home page

Another link that I found from the original blog

The way I stumbled into the Vietnam links was that I was reading a blog by a local guy in Dallas (Charles Kemp) who is into food, among other things (he's involved in healthcare initiatives for the poor, I believe...it's been awhile since I read his personal information). His local food blog is really interesting and useful, I have found. His connection to Vietnam began when he served there when the U.S. was at war there.

That's all you're going to get from me tonight.

Tuesday, August 22, 2006

This is VERY Short

A nice blogger who presently resides in England has written a post to which I replied. Seems she likes fast cars, great mileage, and other such contradictions. That's one of the reasons I read her blog!

Another blogger I like to visit is ranting today about not having rain (she's in Seattle). I would consider trading my left eyebrow and the remnants of a toenail to get a few inches of that liquid love.

OK, I have nothing else bobbing about in my mind, so this is it for now.

Stuff from Wherever

Today, I was engaged in numerous "issues," problems, concerns, and annoyances, along with a reasonable number of happy accidents and pleasant interchanges. I'll tell you about just a few, if you'll permit me.

I interviewed a great candidate to teach courses for one of my client organizations. She was intelligent, fast on her feet, funny, and knowledgeable. I hope we can bring her on board to do several workshops per year for us. I'd like to do the workshops myself, but I do not have the experience, knowledge, or platform skills necessary to do it well. But other than that, I would be excellent.

The temp-to-perm we engaged last week did not show this morning. She had been good so far, beginning the middle of last week. (She replaced a new staffer who didn't have the intellect and constitution to deal with people who did not treat her as a qeen.) The most recent temp seemed sharp, enthusiastic, and willing to jump in a learn. But today, no-show. Half an hour after she should have arrived, I called the agency, and then shortly thereafter went into a series of meetings. When I emerged, she had called and left a voice message, as had the agency. Her story was that she must have been bitten by a bug, because one side of her face was badly swollen. Her call came after 9:30, more than 1.5 hours after the work day started. I called the agency and expressed my skepticism; I try to be understanding, but have been treated as an idiot by employees many times...I am extremely skeptical. After an unpleasant interchange with the agency, I agreed to allow her to return tomorrow. My work day ended many hours late and here I am at 9:00 pm and then some, only to find an email from the agency when I check my messages. This message says she was not bitten, but was really mugged last night and was in bad shape but needs the job and will be in tomorrow. The agency apologizes, but says they assumed she had been telling the truth. I responded, saying this is the only time, THE ONLY TIME, I will tolerate it. And I explain I will have a conversation with the temp tomorrow first thing, expressing my displeasure with being lied to, regardless of the circumstances...and expressing that I have a tolerance of once, period. If EVER it happens again, or anything like it, she is quick history. And in the interim, I will keep my eye peeled for people who don't feel a need to lie to me about the reasons they are not in the office.

I have to cut into my planned vacation next week to have a 3 hour Board meeting via conference call. I made the stupid mistake of scheduling it, then failing to put it on my calendar...and then decided to take off 2 days to drive to St. Louis. But, the first day of the drive, I will have to stop for 3 hours about noon, call into a conference call number, and participate in a call...and take minutes. I should beat myself for an hour to teach myself not to do that again!

I "met" an interesting attorney today, via telephone. He specializes in intellectual property, focusing on trademark law. I am intrigued by trademark, copyright, and other issues related to intellectual property. No knowledgeable, mind you, but interested.

I'm not into this tonight...but interested.

Television News...Biased?

Short comment...for the moment. I am watching the Daly Show on Comedy Central. The information I get from that channel is slanted, twisted, and obviously biased. It is also among the clearest, most unbiased news I can get on television. It is among the most educational channels. I am not kidding. They teach. And they teach well.

Monday, August 21, 2006

Charades: Democracy, Communism...They're All the Same

The work week started. Yes, it's Monday, children. This is the day our society believes most people should get over their desire to have time to themselves and for themselves and their families and, instead, devote it to someone else. This, our society believes, is a good thing. It is the opportunity for the individual to contribute to the collective.

Doesn't anyone else get it? The societal expectations of the U.S.A. (and most other democratic countries based on capitalism) are only slightly different from communism. While communism, ostensibly, exhorts the individual to work for the good of all, capitalism exhorts the individual to work for the good of himself. Except, of course, it's a lie. We're not working for ourselves. We're working, primarily, for the State and for the patrons of the State, big business. That's what it boils down to, in my view. While democracies are typically freer than their communistic counterparts, they are no less based on providing opiates to the masses. Lie, lie, lie so the average man or woman on the street will be obedient and believe, at the heart of the soul, that our way is the 'right' way.

It finally clicked with me. It annoys me to think I've been a pawn in this charade for so very, very long.

OK, off my very frightening assessment of life in the near-term. Here is a bit to make even the wierdest visitors think I am still a bit odd: I am only 52 years old (getting dangerously close to 53) but I am ready to retire. What do I do? I have heard lots of retirees say nice things about Hot Springs Village, AR. What do you know? Is it better or worse than "average."

Sunday, August 20, 2006

Photos

This is a ceramic lizard attached to the wall next to the patio of our house. It is one of two small ones, about 12 inches from nose to tail. The large one is a monster...about 36 inches long. In the U.S., these are a bit pricey, but I suspect the Mexican artisans who make them get very little for them.


This is a sample of the hot sauces I keep in our pantry. It may seem that I have an affinity for Tabasco brand sauces, but that is not necessarily so. I like the original Tabasco sauce and I really enjoy the habañero and chipotle versions, but that's about it. My real favorites are the Cholula and the Ring of Fire Habañero, the latter of which I am out of, so in the photo I am substituting another flavor from Ring of Fire.


And, finally, here is a photo of a bunch of the cans (and a bottle) of "stuff" we have in our pantry. There's lots more, but I wasn't in the mood to empty the pantry.

The real reason for the photos is that I have nothing else commanding my attention at the moment so I thought I'd take some pictures. It's not art.

Headlines

Here are some links to some interesting, newsworthy items I've come across this morning:

Why Cuban Power is Likely to Transfer to Raúl Castro Despite U.S. rhetoric to the contrary, there are many reasons that a radical shift in the Cuban political landscape will not take place when Fidel is no longer center stage in Cuba. If the U.S. behaves badly, of course, things could go reeling out of control, but the article argues why Raúl's assumption of power is likely to be relatively smooth.

A South American View of U.S. Hegemony, (Photo Source: Marcelo Montecino / Flickr.com)
The U.S. is being blamed for the situation in Lebanon. It appeared to me that was the case the first time Bush opened his mouth after the Israeli invasion. No one in the U.S. administration was in favor of cutting the bloodshed from the outset, suggesting to me that the U.S. played a key role in creating it.

Bush May be Considering Installation of Dictator in Iraq
Andrew Sullivan, not my favorite commentator, suggests that the Bush administration may be considering it options, now that virtually every tactic it has tried in Iraq has failed. He suggests that Bush and Rumsfeld, et al, are looking at installing a dictatorship. Even if they were, it's too late. They had their chance to curb sectarian violence very, very early on by actually solving some of the problems of the population. Instead, they chose the typical Bush strategy of "beat them into submission." It has backfired badly and has devolved into civil war. "You're doing a heckuva job, Bushie!"

Saturday, August 19, 2006

Poetry...for Both of Us!

I find myself growing more and more fond of poetry as I age. I wonder if that is natural for all people, or if I am a bit odd. This morning, I listened to the reading of a poem by Robert Service, ('The Cremation of Sam McGee'), by Scott Simon and Daniel Pinkwater on NPR and it was absolutely fascinating. The reading was from a book, I believe, aimed at young children. Well, I guess I remain a child at heart. Here is what I was able to snag off the NPR website:

There are strange things done in the midnight sun
By the men who moil for gold;

The Arctic trails have their secret tales
That would make your blood run cold;

The Northern Lights have seen queer sights,
But the queerest they ever did see

Was that night on the marge of Lake Laberge
I cremated Sam McGee.

God, I love language and poetry and the way words can make us cry and smile and laugh and weep! Words control us more than most anything can. I celebrate words!

The Service poem was wonderful. The reading by Pinkwater and Simon was intended to be a reading as children would hear it, I suppose. I love it! I don't care that adults would snip and snarl at my assessment.

I hope I have lots more time in this world. Some days, I feel it is too much for me, but today I feel like I want to start it all over from when I was 15. I would change alot, of course, but mostly I would involve more people and let more people into my inner circle.

Poetry, it's what's for living!

Friday, August 18, 2006

Copper


An email from one of my retired brothers who is wandering Mexico alone by bus brought good news. He is in Pátzcuaro, Michoacan, Mexico tonight, lounging in a much nicer hotel than his budget allows. Pátzcuaro is best known for the copper bowls, plates, utensils, etc. that are made by local craftsmen. He offered to buy some copper for me if I like. If I like? Of course I like! I responded immediately, letting him know that a bowl or two would be nice. (The table top [mentioned again below] in the photo is hammered copper.)

I really adore the copper pieces from the town. My sister-in-law who lives in Mexico has begun collecting copper pieces, including hand-made copper sinks and a beautify copper-topped dining table, hammered into a wonderful surface with much character. So, with a bit of luck, I will have a few more pieces of copper within the next few months.

My brother allows as he is off to Matzamitla and Puerto Vallarta soon. He's playing the gypsy traveler, hopping buses and getting off where he wants. He's living on a very small pension, but he's learned that life need not be about what money can buy, but what you do with what you have.

I'm learning...maybe someday I will be able to do the same.

More Heat

My wife and I talked about dinner as we drove home from the office today. Neither of us was particularly interested in the topic of what to eat for dinner, but both of us expected that we would get hungry at some point this evening, and so we might as well decide what to eat.

This is what happens when the temperature jets pass 100 degrees for day upon day upon day. Something as beguiling as food becomes less so...the way the sun seems to sear into your eyes as you glance west, the way the leather on the car seats seems to sear into the flesh on your legs as you sit down...and it all tears away at the niceties that make each day tolerable, even in this time well before retirement. Heat. Raw, burning, blazing, scorching heat. A gust of wind amplifies it. A sliver of shadow cast by a tall, thin sunflower is like the rush of a cool breeze. The thermometer affixed to the rear-view mirro read 108 degrees today as we drove home. Usually, it drops a bit as we get closer to home and find a bit more shade, but not today. Today is different. It's relentlessly, agonizingly hot.

So, to dinner. We opted for hamburgers. Grilled hamburgers. I will do the grilling, of course. I don't really need to light the grill...it's probably hot enough to do the job as it is. Now that I'm thinking of it, a hot meat patty doesn't sound particularly appetizing...maybe I'd rather have a large glass of shaved ice, flavored with hamburger essence.

I've complained about heat before. But it is getting truly ridiculous. And some people wonder why the icy north is so attractive to me!

Thursday, August 17, 2006

Conservatives Have Been Right...Rarely

I listened to Bonnie Rait tonight on a program on one of the music channels on TV. I like her, but I do hate music video sometimes.

Television is growing more and more irrelevant to me. I don't know why. I used to site and listen to it for hours. I had favorite shows. I needed the mindlessness of TV. Now, it't just not mindless...it's stupid. There is a difference.

Tomorrow, there will be another episode of Story Corps. It's one of those programs that tends to make me tear up when I listen to it. Not all the time, but too often. I don't need that. They should avoid the maudlin stuff.

I listened to an interview tonight on some FOX channel. It is unsettling to hear such stuff. The "liberal" who was being interviewed and attacked by the FOX News fascists was presenting a bad front for progressive thought. I was appalled that the conservative hosts were making much more sense than the liberal guy. Sometimes liberals get too caught up in the ideology that they let their common sense be overrun. I'm middle of the road on some issues, I guess, which is right in my mind. I am so concerned, though, that purists of the liberal stripe can really screw our case when they take their attitudes to extremes and argue against irrefutably good logic presented by the right wing wierdos. Sometimes, we just need to acknowledge that they are not always wrong. Sometimes, they speak logically. And we need to get over our screeching and give ourselves credibility by acknowledging that they can make sense from time to time.

Just because a person is a conservative does not make the person wrong....usually, perhaps, but not always.

Nova Scotia Weather

I like the look of Halifax, Nova Scotia temperature ranges and precipitation:



























Month Average HighAverage LowPrecipitation
(F) (F) (in)
Jan28143.6
Feb2812 2.8
Mar37 213.3
Apr46303.5
May 59394.1
Jun68483.5
Jul73553.7
Aug 7355 4.4
Sep 66483.7
Oct55395.1
Nov44315.6
Dec 33195

Wednesday, August 16, 2006

Office Supercenters Offering Office Staffing and Services

OK, here is my latest idea. I won't be able to make it happen, but I suspect someone will, and it will be sooner than later.

Employment agencies, both those that offer only temporary workers and those that provide searches and temp-to-perm staffing solutions are missing the boat. A really good, nationally-known brand, could give the industry a slam against the side of the head if it would strike up a strategic alliance with one of the major office supply stores...Office Depot, Staples, Office Max, etc. Think if it...everything for the office. A huge network of prospective clients who either buy online or send staff to a local store many times a month.

Rather than needing to remember which agency they used last time, managers could simply call Office Depot and put in an order: "Temp-to-perm; proficiency in MS Word and Excel; familiar with MS Access; experience handling a busy multi-line telephone reception area; high marks in grammar, spelling, and writing; personality must be suitable for pressure-cooker environment." Et cetera. The agencies could maintain offices in the office superstores and could even establish virtual assistantships that would bring the best and brightest from their pools into the superstore to do work...and show off to prospective clients.

Both employment agencies and the office superstores would have to be willing and able to adjust their thinking and their business models a bit, but I believe doing so could provide a huge benefit to customers/clients and build business for both of them.

Office Depot, OfficeMax, Staples...if you'd like to explore this and my thought processes, get in touch.

Funk

Tomorrow is the largest annual event for one of our local clients. Consequently, my wife has been working nonstop for quite some time, preparing for it and doing much of the work volunteers used to do. The lack of volunteers follows the slide of the organization from 750+ members a few years ago to 400 now. So, we can't charge more because they don't have it. More work, less money. That is our business model of late. It is getting critical. My wife and I finally had a brief, if unsatisfactory, discussion about what we're going to do. We can't keep this up...eventually, we'll just work ourselves to death and be broke. We didn't really get into specifics; we just agreed we need to.

I need to be enthusiastic about what I do; otherwise, it becomes deadly dull and I can't function. I'm not enthusiastic. I need to do something different. At least we're making progress. We're beginning to think about having serious discussions of what the future holds.

I forgot to buy a lotto ticket tonight. I've forgotten to buy lotto tickets for many, many, many months. I guess our financial futures won't be guaranteed by winning the lottery tonight.

OK, time to get out of the funk. I'll watch news about the Mideast and the latest Washington policies and the excelerating erosion of civil rights and the growing power of an expanding number of militarists in the power elite of the Bush administration. That'll brighten things up for me.

Tuesday, August 15, 2006

Four Sorrows

Here are some words of wisdom from someone else I find compelling:

Chalmers Johnson, in Sorrows of Empire wrote:

“Four sorrows … are certain to be visited on the United States.

Their cumulative effect guarantees that the U.S. will cease to resemble the country outlined in the Constitution of 1787.

First, there will be a state of perpetual war, leading to more terrorism against Americans wherever they may be and a spreading reliance on nuclear weapons among smaller nations as they try to ward off the imperial juggernaut.

Second is a loss of democracy and Constitutional rights as the presidency eclipses Congress and is itself transformed from a co-equal ‘executive branch’ of government into a military junta.

Third is the replacement of truth by propaganda, disinformation, and the glorification of war, power, and the military legions.

Lastly, there is bankruptcy, as the United States pours its economic resources into ever more grandiose military projects and shortchanges the education, health, and safety of its citizens.”

Most people in the U.S. do not see this coming. They consider conversations about it to be "conspiracy theory." Not much I can do about that, other that to suggest to people that they listen and think. I do not choose to look at Canada and Croatia and Mexico simply because they are nice places to live, I look at them as prospective places for escape when the chickens of this country's failed policies start coming home to roost in earnest. We're already deeply into the third element, rocketing toward bankruptcy at breakneck speed.

Mexico Travelogue

What follows is a very, very long post that I am putting on my blog simply to make it more easily accessible. Most readers are apt to find this travelogue to be of little interest, I suspect. If that's the case, don't read it.


Ajijic 2005

December 26, 2005

We arrived in Guadalajara at around 4:00 pm. After finding our luggage and making our way through customs (neither were at all daunting), we looked inside the terminal for the taxi stand, but decided after walking about half-way through the airport that the taxi stand must be outside, so we went outside to look. Almost immediately, a man asked if we needed a taxi and I said yes, but I was suspicious that he might be a scammer, so I was hesitant to get into the taxi. But after we exchanged a few words and I got some assurances, we did get in and the driver took us just a short distance down in front of the other end of the terminal, where he said I should go inside to buy a ticket. He led me inside, to the taxi ticket area; I bought a ticket for 250 pesos to go to Ajijic and away we went. Our driver did not speak much English, like I speak very little Spanish, but I was able to practice just a bit and was able to learn that he lives in Tlaquepaque on the outskirts of Guadalajara, where he has lived his entire life. He asked ¿Esto es su primero viaje a Ajijic? It took me awhile to figure it out, but I finally gathered that he was asking whether this was our first trip to the area.

My brother and sister were waiting for us when we arrived; they were surprised it took only about an hour for us to get to Ajijic, versus the two hours it took my sister to get there from the Guadalajara airport a few days earlier. My brother had taken the bus from Houston to Guadalajara, a 25 hour ride through Laredo, Nuevo Laredo, Monterey, San Luis Potosi, and other towns and cities. Once he got to the bus station in downtown Guadalajara, he took a taxi to Ajijic; because it was so late in the evening, he opted not to awaken the caretakers at my oldest brother's house (who was out of town) but, instead, to stay overnight in a hotel in Ajijic.

After visiting for a while with my brother and sister, they drove us in my resident brother's VW Cabrio to the center of Ajijic, where we had dinner at La Rusa restaurant at La Posada Nueva, a nice hotel.

My wife had marinated fajita beef and I had enchiladas suisas for dinner. We also had drinks, an appropriate way to kick off a vacation designed around indulgence and relaxation.

December 27, 2005
My oldest brother, who with his wife lives in and owns the Ajijic house in which we were staying, had been away in Oregon visiting his wife's children and grandchildren. They arrived back in Guadalajara early on the morning of the 27th and made good time getting back to Ajijic, but their luggage did not…due to tight connections, their five checked bags were no where to be found. They were not overly concerned about it, though, and they expected their bags would come later that day or the next.

My oldest brother offered to make breakfast for everyone, to which we all readily agreed. He made scrambled eggs with chorizo campesino and we enjoyed a home-cooked morning meal. A bit later, everyone except my oldest brother's wife went out for a drive; she had caught a very nasty cold while they were away on holiday and she needed to try to nurse herself back to health.

First, we piled into the station wagon and my oldest brother backed it up the hill in front of his house so we could get a better view of the village and Lake Chapala. Near the top of the hill, though, we stopped in front of a house which was under construction and watched briefly while workmen put in a brick roof/ceiling, using a molded form to hold the bricks up in a gentle curve while the worker buttered the bricks with mortar and smoothed mortar between each brick. My oldest brother commented that it would be wonderful to be able to have these guys go back home with us to recreate their artisanship for us. After our quick glance at their work, we drove up the winding roads to some houses near the top of the mountainside. There, we encountered what appeared to be an abandoned house and stopped the car and took a look around. We noticed some brightly-colored gourds hanging from trees in the area, as well as some trees that seemed to be 'blossoming' in large tufts of cotton. A closer inspection revealed that the 'cotton' was actually the inside of gourds that had ripened and opened. Across an alley from the abandoned house was another house that looked well-maintained. A man who later identified himself as Bill Hamilton was behind the fence and wall, keeping an eye on us. Eventually he asked if we were interested in the abandoned house and told us the story of the place. Bill was a man in his seventies; he wore a black leather captain's cap and sported a nicely-trimmed gray beard. He said the guy who purported to the abandoned house claimed it had been a gift to him from the governor of Jalisco. The guy had asked Bill Hamilton if he wanted to buy the place; Bill was not interested, but said he might have friends with an interest and asked how much he wanted for the place. The 'owner' replied that Bill should have his friends contact the owner and he would tell them the asking price. Bill said that sounded too odd, so he decided not to pass the word around about the house's availability. Bill said the owner had put up a gate in the road leading to 'his property' but that he had been forced to take it down when the state government learned about it; they informed the 'owner' that the property belonged to the state, not to him, and that he had violated the law by erecting a gate across the roadway.

Bill did find out later, he said, that the title to the property was very sketchy; he advised us to be very careful about Mexican real estate titles, to which my oldest brother replied that he was well-aware of the vagaries of Mexican titles.

Following our visit with Bill Hamilton, we drove into downtown Ajijic and parked near the square. As we were walking away from the station wagon toward the square, a van stopped and a man who knows my oldest brother called out to him, offering greetings and welcoming him back from his trip to Oregon. I didn't catch the man's name; I only recall that he was from Vermont or New Hampshire; someplace in the northeastern U.S.

Immediately upon arriving at the plaza, brother number two allowed that he needed to use the bathroom, so we went into a bar and ordered a few beers so he could use the facilities as a legitimate paying customer. My brothers and my sister and I sat a talked a bit, but my wife decided she had not come to Ajijic to sit in a bar on her first morning in town, so she walked outside to wander around the plaza on her own. On the plaza was the Centro Cultural de Ajijic and in front of it was a mobile sculpture, a bird (crane, I think) whose legs were stationary but whose long neck and tail could be moved. I took a picture of my wife in front of it, and she got a picture of me. We wandered around the plaza a bit and viewed the church on the north side of the plaza, poked our noses in a few shops nearby, then walked back to the car.

We drove down the carretara, heading west back toward the house, but decided we really needed to stop to get lunch, so we went into Donas, an open air place on the south side of the carretara. I ordered chicken mole and my wife ordered enchiladas de pollo. It was an interesting place…no full walls, just chest-high walls around parts of the place and a cement floor, all covered by a very high roof.

My sister and I decided we needed to walk off some of the food we'd been eating, so while my brothers and my wife drove back home, we walked along the carretera back toward the neighborhood where my oldest brother and his wife live.

After a relaxing afternoon, we all piled into the car that evening to drive into Ajijic again to have dinner at Pedro's Gourmet, a very nice place, but with a comfortable, casual feel, on a very narrow street. There, we saw several acquaintances of my oldest brother and his wife, including the owners of a bed and breakfast and Pete, the owner of the restaurant. Pete had recently lost his wife and had been away for several weeks; we learned later that December 27 was the first night the restaurant had been opened for several weeks. Most of the group ordered Chilean sea bass with curried mango sauce (a special of the day), but I opted for a Thai dish with a cellophane noodle base. The service was very friendly, but it was unbelievably slow. Pete came around to apologize, then later the waitress came by and offered us more drinks on the house, courtesy of Pete. Still later, after we had been served our meals, the waitress came by to say that Pete was going to comp the meal because it was so late getting to us. We objected, but Pete felt he had to do it. We did leave a very nice tip, though. We learned that they had simply gotten 'rusty' about what needed to happen, when, and that they had not expected quite so large a crowd for dinner that night.

December 28, 2005
Wednesday is market day in Ajijic. Vendors of all sorts, selling baskets and jewelry and fruits and vegetables and meat and fish and pottery…you name it…take stands all along both sides of a long two or three block long street, as well as some side streets. We went wandering through the market, soaking up the sounds and sights and allowing our senses to be assaulted from all angles. It was a spectacular experience. After visiting the market, we did various errands, including trip to the liquor store to buy booze and a visit to the beer distributorship to return empty bottles and to buy a couple of cases of beer. While at the liquor store, I noticed a hot sauce that I had long wanted to buy, de la Viuda, so I bought a couple of bottles. Then, at the beer distributorship, I saw some interesting bags of chips and bought them…we ate them in the car on the way back home.

After unloading the car, we went off in search of a place for lunch and ended up at Parilla Argentina, an obviously Argentinian place. I wanted jalapenos to go with my Argentinian sausage, to which the waitress agreed, but when I inquired later about where my jalapenos were, she said they did not have any. After lunch, my U.S. based brother and sister went out to get pedicures and manicures, thanks to appointments my oldest brother's wife had made for them. My wife and I stayed back at the house, chatting and relaxing. Some erstwhile Canadian neighbors, Rick and Linda, came by late in the day to visit and we all sat outside under the covered porch and chatted, had a beer, and relaxed. My oldest brother began preparing to grill skirt steak sometime before the neighbors' visit. When they left, he grilled the steak and we had a wonderful dinner, after which we watched a very odd movie, Mikey & Nicky, starring Peter Falk and John Cassavetes and directed by Elaine May.

December 29, 2005
After our early morning coffee, and my brother's run to buy food for the two dogs, we all climbed into a van hired by my sister-in-law to take us to Tlaquepaque, an artisan village on the outskirts of Guadalajara. The van driver, Sergio, had been educated in tourism management and had spent time in California learning to speak very good English.

We wandered through the shops in Tlaquepaque, seeing fine jewelry, furniture, knick-knacks, and all manner of fine artistic things. My sister-in-law picked up some jewelry that she had taken in early to be replated in gold. It was jewelry designed by a very well-known and highly regarded Mexican artist, Sergio Bustamante. The shop/gallery displaying his work was wonderful.

While in Tlaquepaque, we saw a street vendor whose cart was full of enormous coconuts. He used a machete to chops off the ends of the coconuts, then he would drain the coconut milk into plastic bags, into which he inserted a straw. People bought the bags full of coconut milk from him. Then, he would use a crude, but effective, tool to scrape the meat from inside the hard shell of the coconut, slicing the meat into wedges. We watched people buy the coconut slices from him; they put a mash of ground chiles on the coconut wedges, squeeze fresh lime juice from a lime wedge he'd give them on top, and then eat them. I finally got up my courage to try my language skills and asked the vendor, ¿Cuanto? He said the cost was cinco pesos, so I bought a slice of coconut, put chile on it, then drizzled lime juice on it. It was interesting, if not the most exciting thing I've ever had. What was most interesting to me was the fact that it was a genuine product from a genuine street vendor.

For lunch that day, we stopped at El Patio, a nice restaurant on the main street in the Tlaquepaque commercial area. I ordered tortas ahogadas, which I'd read about in a Mexico guide. Tortas ahogadas were described in the guide as sandwiches made of a nice hard white bread, filled with pork, then drenched in a fiery hot red sauce. My meaql was tasty, but not fiery hot. I was disappointed that I might have been given a 'gringo' version so as not to damage my tastebuds. We sat around, having drinks, eating good food, and enjoying ourselves for quite some time. Despite the fact that my tortas ahogadas were not spicy enough, I enjoyed the place thoroughly.

After lunch, we continued to wander through Tlaquepaque, visiting shops, looking at furniture, and watching people. My two brothers and I stopped in at a tequila specialty store (Tequila Tecolote; we later learned that tecolote is the word, probably from the Nahuatl language, for a specific type of owl) and each bought a bottle of very good tequila (4 Copas); my oldest brother bought a bottle of añejo, I bought a bottle of reposado, and my other brother bought a bottle of blanco. The prices were very reasonable for such good tequila.

We met Sergio, our driver and guide, at 2:30 and headed back to Ajijic. When we arrived back at the house, I arranged to have him pick my wife and me up on January 1 at 2:00 pm to take us to the Guadalajara airport. It was unfortunate that we'd scheduled the flight on Sunday afternoon at 2:00 pm, for that was precisely the time that my brother and his wife had set for their New Year's day party to begin.

Once back in the house, most of the gang decided to take a nap; that is anathema to me, because I feel that I'm missing out on valuable time being conscious of good things around me. So, while they were sleeping, I began reading a book that I found on the table on the sun porch on the middle level of the house. The book, Snow, was written by Orhan Pamuk who, I subsequently learned, was imprisoned in Turkey for his attacks on anti-democratic behaviors on the part of the government. I only read chapter 1, but I was sufficiently hooked by the end of the chapter that I decided I need to buy it. Just before I read that chapter, I had picked up what appeared to be a printout of an Internet version of an article from the New York Times entitled, Iranian Lessons, written by Michael Ignatieff. It was a fascinating article. During my stint reading these odds & ends, a title for an article or book or short story popped into my head: Vigilant Watch of a Broken Man. I don't know the story behind it, yet, but I will try to remember to use it somehow…it deserves use, since it popped up so utterly unexpectedly.

We decided to go to Tony's in San Antonio Tlayacapán for dinner that night. Tony's is a Mexican restaurant that was started by a butcher (Tony) who used to live in Chicago but who longed to come back home to Mexico. He started a butcher shop, then built a restaurant next door, then apparently succumbed to his desire to be an entertainer by singing to his guests along with two other guys, a percussionist and another singer. During the song-fest, one of my brothers was mouthing the words to a song and making dramatic gestures as if he were singing. That gave one of the singers on stage an opening to approach him about singing into the microphone, which embarrassed my brother no end…he was not of a mind to do any such thing. Later, though, he was coached into doing a bit of karaoke, but only a very tiny bit. Tony's tends to be a music venue focusing on 60s and 70s versions of folk and rock hits.

As an appetizer, the restaurant delivers chips and samples of a few hot sauces and pickled carrots and jalapeños. Many among us figured the carrots should have been jalapeños, but ultimately decided Tony must pride himself on the pickled carrots…and they were not at all bad.
My wife ordered coconut shrimp. My sister ordered Azteca soup. Most of the rest of us had tacos of various stripes. An elderly coupled, he probably in his eighties and she, despite her perfect make-up and jet-black hair, in her late seventies, sat at the very front of the restaurant, directly in front of the band. They were grooving on the music. The man, a toothless geezer, really rapped to the beat of the music, taking an especial liking to Tony's version of Guantanamera, during which he punctuated some verses with "Si Señor!"

December 30, 2005
We started the day with chorizo con juevos, again using the compesino style chorizo. My oldest brother once again did the honors of making the meal. After a hearty breakfast, the whole group of us (except my sister-in-law, who had plenty of things to do for her upcoming party, plus needing to rest to try to recover from her awful cold) took off for Mazamitla. I had wanted to drive in Mexico, so I volunteered to do so. We all piled into the 1994 Mercedes Benz wagon and headed west toward Jocotopec, then curved south around the tip of Lake Chapala, then back east toward a cutoff road that would take us into the mountains and, ultimately, Mazamitla.

Mazamitla is a small town located at least a couple of thousand feet higher than Ajijic. The flora is decidedly different, with many long-leafed pine trees creating an almost Alpine look to the area…which was adopted in a big way by the locals and/or settlers to the area. Mazamitla proclaims itself as an Alpine village and many structures in the town are reminiscent of the looks of the Swiss Alps. After finding a place to park, we took off on foot to visit the town center, town square, and the blocks surrounding the middle part of the village. Like many Mexican villages, a covered marketplace was to be found near the town center. Everything from beef livers and kidneys to jewelry and carved toys could be found there.

We wandered all around, looking at shops and watching the marketplaces and finally decided to look for a place for lunch. We passed by several little places, including one that looked particularly inviting…a restaurant open to the front, but covered with a roof…it appeared to have been built into a building, but the front portion seemed to have been removed, leaving only a wide expanse of space open to the street. By the time we saw it, though, my sister had gone on ahead and was looking at other places; she apparently did not hear us say we found a place that looked interesting. We continued back toward the main plaza and there we headed toward one of the big old hotels. We walked into the Posada Alpina and decided it looked as good as anyplace else, so we sat down to order lunch. My wife and I both ordered flautas de pollo. My sister ordered champiñones al ajillo, a very garlicky mushroom dish that was wonderful. My oldest brother ordered a queso fundido with chorizo and my other brother ordered something else…I don't recall what. It was all good. As an appetizer, refried beans drizzled with dry cheese was served, along with a chile de arbol salsa that was excellent.

The trip back home was another opportunity for me to drive and experience both highway and village traffic. It was not as stressful as it could have been, I'm sure. I think I could, relatively easily, get used to driving in Mexico, something I thought I wouldn't be able to do. We passed through several small towns. We all wondered which town we were in as we drove through the largest town east and south of Jocotopec, but could not figure it out. Later, in a conversation with the guide and driver, Sergio, as he drove us back to the Guadalajara airport, I determined it was probably San Luis Soyatlán (but a look at maps suggested it could be San Pedro Tesistan or San Cristobal Zapotitlan…but I think Sergio's probably right).

That night, we opted to go to dinner at Las Olas (the waves), a restaurant that sits right on Lake Chapala just a few miles west of my brother's house. We took a table on the lake side of the open-air restaurant We had a view of the lake and saw a number of egrets and herons and other water birds. The restaurant had a parrot in a cage near the entryway and a few of us walked over to take a look. The placed also had a mariachi band, composed of very young and not very talented musicians. Fortunately, they did not play long, nor did they offer to serenade us. We ordered huachinango (red snapper) dorado prepared, we believed, as a whole fish baked to a golden brown. It turned out not to be cooked the way we expected, but it was tasty, nonetheless. My wife ordered a margarita, as did several others. My oldest brother and I ordered Modelo Negro beer, but were served with Pacifico Claro, instead.

After dinner, we went to use the cash machine at the Farmacia, then darted next door to get some more rum at the liquor store. Back at home, everyone but my brother from Falba watched the first disk of a two-DVD set of the HBO special entitled "e;Empire Falls." Actually, my oldest brother started watching, too, but flaked out after half an hour.

December 31, 2005
The last day of 2005 was another relaxing day. We cleaned up around the house and pool area in preparation for the next day's party. The local Bed & Breakfast empressarios had earlier purchased two sofas from my brother and his wife and they came by to pick them up, one sofa per trip. After the sofas were out of the way and the room was appropriately rearranged, my sister-in-law took my wife and my sister and I to town (Ajijic), where we wandered through shops while she ran errands. My oldest brother and my other brother also went to town at about the same time, but my oldest brother was after a haircut and my other brother was after some more experiences interacting with the 'natives.' At Mi Mexico, my wife bought a pancho-style top, in purples and blues and greens, and a pair of slacks to match it, thanks to the encouragement my sister gave to her about how nice they looked on her. Then, we crossed the street to Opus, a place owned by friends of my brother and his wife. At about that time, my oldest brother showed up and joined us on a foray through Opus, ultimately buying a nice long-sleeve casual Mexican shirt. I bought a shirt there, as well, and my wife found a beautiful necklace that was a perfect compliment to the pancho-style top she had purchased earlier. Despite my wife's protestations that the necklace was too expensive, I convinced her to buy it. A trip to another little store close by resulted in my purchase of an Ajijic momento, a t-shirt with appropriate words and graphics.

We then met as a group at La Posada Tradicional on the lakefront and had a few drinks at an al fresco table, but they were not prepared to serve lunch, since they were busy with preparations for the New Year's eve festivities. So we went to Bambino Burgers for a late lunch. I had a cheeseburger and my wife had an Atkins burger (sans bun); various other meals were eaten, but I failed to make notes and my memory is not what it once was. Lunch took quite some time to get to us, so we had more drinks and just chilled…something that's good for me to do. Once we had all finished our lunches, we went across the street to a silver shop, which appeared to be closed; my brother had visited briefly before lunch and had been told it would reopen shortly, but no one was there when we left. Just as we were about to walk away, a woman from Bambino Burgers ran out, called to us, and unlocked the store; the little shop also was owned by the restaurant owners, it appeared. It was small and it took almost no time to realize no one really wanted any of their silver. But, I noticed a whole line of little carved Buddhas on top of one cabinet and I selected one, at my sister's insistence, to buy. She spent 25 pesos (about $2.50) to buy it for me; I am sure the lady who opened the shop especially for us was happy at that purchase. Anyway, I now have a nice Buddha with the word 'suerte' (luck) carved into the bottom of the base.

Then, everyone but my sister-in-law went to take a look at Posada las Calandrias, a hotel/motel for sale near the center of town, on the carretera. The place has 21 rooms (from studios to multiple bedroom units), most of which are rented regularly, many by the same people for long periods. It's definitely a fixer-upper, but it could be stunningly beautiful with some work. And they are only asking $650K, but it was suggested by someone that they might take $500K.

With the exception of my Falba-based brother, the rest of us headed for the house; he stayed back, determined to visit with as many people in town as he could.

Back at home, we relaxed some more. My sister and I went into town while others were napping, trying to find some ice cream. We also wanted to find some of the very long sparklers we had seen for sale during the Wednesday market; the sparklers would be useful to celebrate the New Year later that night. Alas, we did not find the sparklers. We did find very expensive ice cream and not-so-expensive tequila for me…I wanted a bit that night, but did not want to open my upscale bottle. When we got back and everyone was home, my sister-in-law started making the camerones de ajo (or something like that…shrimp with garlic). Wonderful garlic flavor…lots of garlic! The finished dinner, complete with wine, warranted photos, so I took a few…hope they turned out well. Once we had finished the wonderful dinner, we trekked upstairs to watch the second and final DVD of Empire Falls>. We lost a couple of people to other interests, I think. After the movie, and just at midnight, the explosions started as fireworks were cranked out by those intent on celebrating. We celebrated ourselves with drinks, toasts, kisses, etc. and then went to bed.

January 1, 2006
Breakfast on the first day of 2006 was a real treat and an opportunity to try something new for several of us.

When I awoke just about 8 am, I could hear my brother in the kitchen, grinding coffee. I heard him opening some packets of food, so I got up to explore.

He had just made the first batch of tocina de pava (turkey bacon). He continued to create a superior breakfast for us, as he then treated us to eggs with cuitlacoche. Cuitlacoche is a corn fungus that looks similar to and tastes a bit like mushrooms. The cuitlacoche is mixed with the eggs and cooked until the consistency of firm but soft scrambled eggs. It has a wonderful flavor and it complemented quite well with Lake Chapala Sauce and De la Viuda sauce. Once it was all cooked up, there was a large bowl of steaming huevos revueltos con cuitlacoche & tocino de pava. It was magnificent!

After breakfast, and a bit of a break to let the food settle, my brother opened a couple of cans of chicaros negros (black-eyed peas) so the superstitious among us would be happy and confident we would have good luck all during the year in 2006. He warmed up the can and added strips of ham, diced onion, diced jalapeños, and a bit of bottled barbeque sauce. It was excellent! Each of us had at least a taste, though I had more and wanted more, still.

My two brothers went out to get the hors d'oeuvres for the party, then went out again to get ice. My wife and I sampled some of the hors d'oeuvres, including prociutto ham wrapped around slices of cantaloupe, sliced salmon with onions and capers on pastries, and a variety of other good stuff.

At 2:00 pm, Sergio (the driver and tourist guide) showed up in a two-door, four-seater car…along with three of his children. He had somehow gotten confused and he thought he was to pick up my Falba-based brother to take him to the Guadalajara bus station…so the small car with kids would work. It worked fine anyway…except for one thing. When we got to the airport, we scrambled to get our bags out of the car, then rushed inside to the airline ticket counter…only then to realize that I had left my leather portfolio, which included my cell phone inside, in the front seat of Sergio's car, on the floor. We decided to try to call Sergio…I had earlier gotten his business card…but we could not get the phones to work using our credit cards (we learned they were not designed for credit cards, despite the pictures of MasterCard and Visa on the phones in the instruction area). Then, we purchased a phone card, which also caused lots of trouble…finally, thanks to the help of an American missionary who works for a church and lives in Chapala (and is very, very fluent in Spanish), we got to use the phone…only to find that we could not get through to Sergio's cell phone. A partially-clipped message on his home phone answering machine was followed by the call being answered by his non-English-speaking wife…but I did confirm his cell phone number with her. Anyway, we finally decided to give up and call or email when we got back home to Dallas.

So, we started a search for lunch. We ate at Wings in the airport, which looked like a better choice than Burger King and other chains. I ordered a soup with chicharrones and tortilla strips and avocado chunks in a rich broth (sopa de tropazteca, I think) and my wife ordered sopa especial…not sure what was in it, other than shredded chicken, lots of cilantro, and fabulous flavor! I had two Modelos Negros, too…more relaxation.

When the time came to board the plane, we went to the boarding area, which led to a two-sided bus-like vehicle. The driver guided people to sit on one side or the other of the vehicle, depending on which airplane row the ticket holder was to be seated. Then, when the bus was full, he drove it out to the plane, raised the whole body of the vehicle using hydraulic lifts (I think) and we all proceeded into the plane. It was a nearly-full flight, but comfortable for us since I got seats for us on the left side of the plane, where there were only two seats…no danger of someone sitting next to us. The flight home was uneventful, though by the time we got to Dallas, I had decided it would be worth the extra expense to get a cab or limo, rather than riding SuperShuttle. I was right. I spent $60, including tip, for the ride. It would have cost $46 on SuperShuttle, plus we would probably have waited at least 30 minutes to catch it, then could have been the 3rd stop. It was worth it just to not have to deal with the inconvenience.

After we got home, we decided we still needed to have dinner, so we went to Rockfish, a seafood place, where I had grilled shrimp and fried catfish and my wife had the daily special. By the time dinner was over, it was almost 9:30 pm (the restaurant closes at 9:00 pm) and we were ready to turn in for the night. We have one more day before we have to go back to work…and that day will be spent washing clothes, cleaning up around the house, and getting our minds ready to face the work-a-day world again. It will be hard, very hard, after a whirlwind of seven days in the Lake Chapala area of Mexico. We…at least I am…are ready to go back for a much, much longer stay.

Here we are, back at home, but feeling a bit blue because of it.


Telling the story is not the most important thing…it's having the story to tell.

A Brief Report

My entire wife has gotten excited about the idea of a quick trip to St. Louis. She spent some time there during a conference of the American Psychological Association (or the American Psychological Society...not sure which, she belongs to both) a few years ago and found some things interesting and worth going back to see. So, it now appears very likely that we will drive to St. Louis.

Driving will give us the opportunity to visit several other places enroute and to meander a bit on our return. I want to try to get to Little Rock to see the Clinton Library. I've never seen the Bush library, either, so one of these days we'll drive down to College Station...but the Clinton Library is far higher on my list.

We've decided to make another trek to Mexico over the Christmas holidays and I heard from a brother today that his two children and their spouses might make the trip about the same time. Now, if we can convince my brother who is hosting this crowd to be there during the time we are there (along with a sister from California), it would be quite the reunion. All we'd need to do to make it the real deal would be to convince my other sister and brother to drive down...they aren't into flying. But Mexico did not adopt the Americans with Disabilities Act, so it's not easy for people in wheelchairs, motorized or not, to get around or even in and out of buildings...so, maybe not.

A meeting of Drinking Liberally will be held this Thursday near us, so I'm thinking about making a visit. There are so few people in these environs with whom I share political views that the occasional opportunity to actually meet them is exciting to me.

My most recent hire quit today. I expected it. I had to intervene in an interaction she had with a client last week; she felt she was being "talked down to." I explained that she needed to get over it; that's the nature of the world of work in the service sector. She had, during our initial interview, told me she could handle any customer service situation and did not have a thin skin and could tolerate people being "short" with her. I reminded her of this last Thursday, after she has spoken to a guy who may be a little excitable, but not one to "yell" as she claimed. Anyway, I told her she needed to decide if she could deal with this situation, which I said she would find in any job and, if not, to get out. She came in this morning at 9:00 am to say she had an interview at noon because she did not want to be in this environment...and she asked if I wanted her to come back. I told her she could leave then. No use wasting my time and hers. She was paid through the day, as we'd already done payroll...it's not worth making a stink about it.

And that's my entire rant for the moment.

Monday, August 14, 2006

Time Away

This is a photo of a torta ahogado that I had in a restaurant just outside Guadalajara, Mexico around Christmas last year. I present it now for your viewing enjoyment because...I just found the photo. Torta ahogado is a traditional Jalisco sandwich that is considered a must-have on visits to Guadalajara, Ajijic, Chapala, and environs. This is further proof that I am rather fond of food. I take pictures of it in restaurants. Some people would consider that sick. I don't. I enjoy taking photos of food and exchanging them with the families of the subjects of the photos. This particular torta ahogado had a sister named Lupita, and we sent her a photo and she reciprocated.

Someone who does not share my views of what constitutes humanity posted a response my rant from yesterday. I can only say the poster is not someone I'd want teaching in our schools...he (she?) would be OK with his/her child killing another child under certain circumstances! I live in Texas, home of attitudes that even rednecks find scary.

I'm planning to buy a new camera soon. I will take many food photos and post them here, there, and yon.

I'm very tired tired tonight...not sure why. I had a long and uneventful night's sleep last night. My dreams could have been ugly, but I don't recall.

I feel a decision coming soon about lifestyle. I hope I don't upset anyone if I decide to move far, far north instead of Mexico. Nova Scotia has some interesting acreage with homes at prices that appeal to me. There's the cold weather, of course...but I'm dealing with heat now, so maybe it's no big deal. My wife and I are talking about a Labor Day holiday...we have not been able to go to Mexico as we hoped, so we are exploring a drive to St. Louis and then to Little Rock to see the Clinton Presidential Library. Anything. We need time away.

Sunday, August 13, 2006

A Dog

OK, I let my rage explode. I guess I have to do that occasionally; better here than in interactions with my family or employees. Enough for tonight, though.

Now, I'll take a tiny bit of time to be different.

I'm thinking about adopting a pet. Preferably a small to medium-sized dog that has already been house-trained and which needs a home. I don't travel alot any more, so it would not be a major inconvenience for my wife. The lead volunteer of a client organization has offered to support me in my quest to adopt a Boston terrier. I don't know that is what I want, but it's a great offer. I want a dog that is suitable for our lifestyle...a dog that won't suffer because of it. A dog that can take time away from us, but which will appreciate the love we give it. A dog that will thrive on conversations with me (figuratively, of course).

We still have things to do to our house and yard to make it doggie friendly. I really want to do it, anyway. I need a fried. So does a dog that would be a great fit for us.

Stop It...Just STOP IT!

Maybe I haven't had enough lessons in war...maybe that's why I don't understand it.

A ceasefire has been agreed for the conflict between Israel and Hezbollah, but not until 1:00 am EDT. In the interim, it seems that attacks, killing, murder, destruction, etc. are acceptable. What bullshit!

I'm sure both sides have extensive arguments that, in their opinions, legitimize their actions. I don't buy any of them.

When is it reasonable for the U.S. to attack Iraq? When is it reasonable for al Queda to attack the U.S.? When is it OK for any country to attack another? The answer is simple, just like the answer is simple when a child asks when it is OK for him to attack and kill another child on the playground. The answer is simple! NEVER! Bush, Bin Laden, Morales, Castro, Fox, Blair, Nasrallah, Mubarak, Chirac, Siniora...none of them seem to understand.

Don't wait for the cease fire. Just STOP it!

My GOD, I am so utterly pissed off and bitter at the bastards who don't seem to care about the poor victims of this idiotic conflict. I can't seem to have any impact elsewhere, so I will allow my Sunday night blog to express my rage at this world of ours. For the love of God, people (not that I buy into that), just let people have a chance at a shred of happiness without experiencing the terror of murder by the state.

How Vietnamese Food Made Me Evaluate My Life

Some people tolerate food the way I tolerate a flu vaccination; they appear to have no interest in the amazing varieties of flavors, textures, and sensations that come with food. I cannot understand them. I suppose they cannot understand my relationship with food.

I eat to live, of course, but also because I find food to be a wonderful way to experience the world. My wife is equally enchanted with food. That's a good thing; the two of us get great pleasure from trying new foods and exploring new places to compare dishes we find especially good.

Last night, we visited a Vietnamese restaurant we had never visited before. We had dropped by a noodle house near another favorite Vietnamese restaurant, but a quick scan of the menu (and the layout of the interior) revealed that the focus of the place was on speed and quantity and satisfying indiscriminate palates, so we left. We headed toward an area in Richardson, located on Walnut Street, with heavy concentrations of Vietnamese and Laotions, with the idea that we'd go to one of the very authentic places there. On the way, though, my wife spotted a place that looked interesting: Phở Tấy Dộ (the symbols are as close as I can get them with my symbol set).

When we entered, it was obvious the place catered to Vietnamese families. There were several large rounds for eight in the center of the room, with tables for four around the perimeter. All the people in the place, except for us, were Asian. Most of the people who were in mid-meal had large bowls of what appeared to be phở. The menu has a tag line: "The Finest Vietnamese Noodle Soup."

After perusing the menu and deciding I wanted to sample everything, I finally decided what I would order: bún bò Huế. I have since learned (thanks to wikipedia.org) that bún bò Huế has a much spicier broth than phở and the tint of the broth is redder in color. Generally, when we eat at Vietnamese restaurants, I add a considerable amount of sauce (the moderately thin paste of cooked orange and red peppers) to get the heat index to my liking. No need last night, though. The spiciness was extraordinary! I was sweating profusely by the time I finished the bowl. Another thing different about this bún: it uses very thick rice noodles, instead of thin vermicelli like most of the bún I have had. The soup was served with the typical plate of bean sprouts, mint leaves, and lime wedges (the sprouts, etc. apparently are common sides in the southern part of Vietnam). I was very happy with the meal.

My wife had an equally excellent dish: cơm thịt nướng, a dish of grilled sliced pork alongside a mound of steamed rice. As with all the other Vietnamese places we have been, it is served with a tiny bowl of nước chấm, which is a mixture of fish sauce, water, lemon or lime juice, and sugar; it is used as a dipping sauce. The pork was wonderfully flavored.

We have never gone to a Vietnamese restaurant for breakfast, but I gather that phở is the breakfast of choice for many Vietnamese. We'll have to try it.

When we left the restaurant, we walked through the strip center where the place was located to see what else was there. When we walked past Casa Millagro and saw the nice alfresco dining area, we decided we must try the place sometime (well, the menu had a little to do with our rationale).

As I was reflecting back on the Vietnamese dinner and how much I enjoyed it, I started thinking how much I enjoy all sorts of other cuisines and how I like to share my experiences and my likes and dislikes with other people. I regularly visit Chowhound and recently I signed on to post questions, etc. (my identity there is Uberchowguy). At any rate, it occurred to me that I really need to figure out a way to incorporate my deep, abiding interest in food into my work life. I have no interest in opening a restaurant...so that's not it. I don't want to work as a reviewer for a food guide...not that, either. I don't know what it is, but I'll figure it out. In the meantime, I will continue to enjoy myself by trying new restaurants, returning to old favorites, and enjoying my interest in foods.

Saturday, August 12, 2006

Of Lizards and Racoons and Life in an Oven

It's a steamy 84 degrees in Dallas, with overcast skies. Today's forecast calls for temperatures to reach only 97, about eight degrees shy of yesterday's miserable scorcher. Ah, the delights of August in Dallas.

One positive thing that steamy days bring is the opportunity to see interesting creatures. A brood of lizards lives in and around the plants surrounding our flagstone patio, attracted to the area no doubt by the coolness afforded by the lush cover of leaves and the opportunities to feast on insects that find the plants attractive. The lizards, which make themselves visible only during hot, steamy weather, compete for their meals with house wrens and sparrows that like to land on the flagstones, cock their heads to one side, and watch the underside of leaves for movement. When they see a caterillar edging along, they dash in to grab it in their beaks, flit back down onto a flagstone, and then sling their heads from side to side, beating the caterpillar onto the stone. Interesting, if unappetizing.

Speaking of critters, last night as my wife and I were walking down the flagstone path from the parking lot past the theater where we saw Into the Woods, we saw a young woman sitting on her haunches, staring intently at something across the path. As we go nearer, the object of her interest became apparent: it was a very small, very young racoon that seemed to be having a hard time walking. It stopped to what appeared to be a nut that was on the ground. As we slowly walked by, the young woman looked us and smiled. Later, after the musical was underway, we realized the young woman was the actor playing the role of Cinderella.

My wife had planned on going to the office today, but we got an announcement yesterday that the air conditioning would be off today for repairs. With temperatures in the upper 90s, the office is apt to be unbearable, so that is out for her. Maybe we can enjoy a weekend day, instead.

I've decided that temperatures in the 90s can be bearable, so long as there is a breeze, some shade. And, of course, provided temperatures in the 90s do not follow temperatures well over 100 for several days. Once the temperatures get that high, and linger there for day after day, the earth seems to absorb so much heat that it exacerbates the air temperature. So, for example, when temperatures have been in the 80s and get into the 90s, it is bearable...again, with breezes and shade. But those same temperatures will be unbearable if temperatures have been in the 100s. Once that has happened, going outdoors is like stepping into your life in the oven.

Enough of this...I must get my oven mitts.

Friday, August 11, 2006

Brief

I haven't blogged in awhile and don't feel much like it now. My wife and I went out to have sushi tonight, after which we went to a musical at the theatre at which we have season tickets. The production was Into the Woods. I'm not much a fan of musicals, but it was entertaining and fun. I'm looking forward to next season, when one of the productions will be Who's Afraid of Virginia Wolf?

It's late, my thought processes are not full functioning, so I'll stop. But before I do, I'll say I was delighted to hear that my Falba-based brother made it to his destination in Mexico after 2 days of driving.

Wednesday, August 9, 2006

Planned to be Up...But Down I Am

I'm almost 53 years old and generally look the part. I have greying hair, a rather large and (unfortunately) growing pot-gut, and, in my opiniono, exceptionally ugly legs (though they are exceptionally powerful, goddamn it!). I insist on wearing shorts when I can, regardless of my ugly legs and miserable knees. I don't plant myself in the middle of attractive people, expecting to be perceived as attractive; I just go about my business. Fuck attractive. Temperatures above 106 require shorts. Actually, those temps require wading pools and ice, as my blogging friend Isbelita suggested in response to one of my recent rants.

I'm me. I like it OK. OK, I've not achieved my ideal body fat ratio, but I'm not weeping at my miserable, wizened skeleton, covered from head to toe with fat and flesh and fear. Screw it. I am OK, at least tonight I am, with my body. I consider myself a 3.73 on an 8 point scale. Maybe better. And I am working on it...slowly.

All of that drivel is a prelude to my next statements.

'Ugly' people don't deserve the moniker. There are no ugly people. There are only ugly attitudes. I see people sometimes who are very, very unattractive and I know they know it and it makes tears well up in my eyes. It really pisses me off that people who don't fit the fashion-plate definition of attractive can be treated so badly by the average person. What does it take for people to ignore obesity, skin problems, undeveloped limbs, crossed-eyes, and the myriad other 'maladies' that plant themselves on people? What is it about humanity that finds it fun to laugh at other people, to make fun of them, to take joy in their misfortunes?

I am not speaking as someone who has never engaged in the behavior that I now find so offensive. I've been as much of a prick as anyone has; but somehow I have long since realized it. I do believe I would have been less of a prick if the stupidity of my attitudes had been driven into me hard as a very young kid. Maybe not. I'm not blaming my parents, because they were fine people who would NEVER had accepted their children making fun of people who were 'ugly.'

One of my sisters sent me an email this morning that went into some detail about a couple who lived very, very long lives and had a long and wonderful marriage. I liked their attitude...after a certain point, they decided to make only right turns, because elderly people tend to have poor eyesight, depth perception, etc. and one of the leding causes of motor vehicle accidents for the elderly is turning in front of other people. So they decided not to do it. They made right turns until they reached their destinations. People would laught at those folks, too. But they deserved honor and respect for recognizing their potential faults...not ridicule for it.

I learned late this afternoon, after I arrived home (my wife and business partner was still at work...she called me with the news), that our health insurance premiums are increasing by more than 100%. We pay about 70% of our staff's premiums, but this huge increase will hammer that. We've not been able to increase our management fees lately. This situation argues that we must. Either that, or we have to cut staff. I hate being my own boss. I want a pension! I want 5 weeks vacation! I want to earn more than minimum wage!

Back to the issue at hand. My health insurance issues, as important and troubling as they are to me, are meaningless when compared to people who are abused because of their appearance or other things out of their control. I get very upset by such stuff. It makes me question whethere there really is any innate goodness in my fellow humans. Too often, I think not.

Tuesday, August 8, 2006

Computers hate me and want me dead

Computers hate me and want me dead.

Yesterday and today were days reminiscent of the horror-days of yesteryear when I dealt with plagues of locusts decending on the computerscape.

Several of the computers in my office are elderly, having been purchased not long after I formed my company in 1998...well, the oldest is probably from late 1999 or early 2000. I have been renewing virus software protection on them annually since 2002, prefering to stick with Norton Antivirus 2002 than making the logical move to upgrade. That bad, penny-wise and pound-foolish decision came back to haunt me.

When it came time to renew, we discovered it was impossible to renew...must upgrade. So, we decided to do same...upgrade to Norton 2006. Easy enough, not much money, etc.

But, the computers we upgraded became angry and tried to hurt us. They either slowed to the speed of near-frozen molasses or allowed as they were unwilling to put up with the new software, goddamn it!

After wrestling with the beasts for two days, we discovered that our machines with 128K memory were too elderly for the software...Norton 2006 requires 256K, they tell me. Bastards!

And, of course, these old crippled computers didn't need today's inexpensive memory. They needed old, expensive memory. So, we upgraded one and temporarily patched another and opted to replace a third. This is occuring, of course, at the same time I am looking at replacing our ancient server and our phone system (which, incidentally, cannot run on Windows NT Server...bad, old software...which we are using). I'm about to invest in an entirely new computer network! We'll have a few workstations that will still work...but MY GOD, THE COST IS ASTRONOMICAL!

I screamed alot and I think I frightened my young Australian assistant. I probably pissed off everyone in the office...no one likes to hear their boss raging like a bull and threatening Bill Gates and his entire generation with a beating. Wait, I'm part of his generation.

We're back in business, if only barely. A couple of adjustments, plus a new server and phone system...we'll be in business...and the poor house. But the new phone system may allow me to work at home more frequently...and has the added benefit of turning my notebook computer into a telephon extension so that, if I am online, my office can transfer a call to me, I can speak to the person from my computer, and can transfer the call back! Magic!

I need 5 new clients, though, large and generous ones, to pay for all of this. I'll do right by them! I have changed my stripes. I like clients! Send them my way!

Finally...I lost my chance today to go to Mexico with my brother. He's on his way. He will stay with my other brother for a week or so, then venture out to a village where English is not spoken and will rent a place short term...and there, he will be forced to polish his Spanish. That's his plan. I envy him.

Enough bloggery for tonight.

Monday, August 7, 2006

Things I Shouldn't Say

This will be short because I am starting late, I have very little energy, and I have limited comments to share with the universe tonight.

My brother will head out to Mexico without me tomorrow...rotten deal. I just couldn't drag myself away. Then, after I made the decision, I read something that essentially branded me as one of "those people" who don't care enough about their own personal lives to ignore work. That stings, but I have my reasons...like wanting to keep paying the bills.

I got a nice message on one of my posts today from a blogger I've grown fond of (her posts) and so I encourage you to visit her blog and express your support for her comments.

If you have suggestions about how I can retire early, please pass them along. Alternatively, if you can suggest ways I can turn my present attitude around so that my work situation is tolerable, please get in touch. I hate almost everything I do, despite my enjoyment of the tasks. Tough to understand? I want to work for ME. I do, of course, in that I own my own business, but I don't, you see, in that I have clients. I want to work for ME!

I'm putting an early end to my wild rant. Good night, and good golly!